Please don't leave me!

Saturday, Feb. 08, 2003

Gilrs close your eyes and see this: Tall , slender, burgandy dress shirt and tie, black dress pants, black suit jacket, dark hair, intense brown eyes, a small sexy smile, and he's holding the door for you. You're dressed in jeans and a cheap shirt. He lookes you up and down as you wal past him, smiling with a "Good morning Mr. ______." "Good morning ladies" he replies to you and Ms. Spirituality never taking his eyes off of you. Then he's behind you and you can feel his eyes on you.

AHHHHHH! I feel like such a kid but he's so hot! SO HOT! I get a little weak around guys in suits. My palms get a little sweaty when he smiles at me. But when a guy hold the door. . . I'm done for! I wanted to jump into his arms and mess up that perfectly placed brown hair. I wanted him to pull hin fingers through my curls and laugh when they sprang back up to exactly the place they were before. I wanted to push him off into a secluded part of the building and have him seduce me. AH! As one of my old roommates used to say Woah Buddy!

I figured out what was wrong with me this week. Okay two Sundays ago, so the 26th of January Church was great! It was invigorating and spiritual and Suitie and I left feeling on top of the world. Last Sunday I left church feeling like a sinner and that I was going straight to hell! I don't feel like that anymore! I'm back and I'm going after my man! Ow! Hell yeah! I wish you all could see me! I have the biggest grin on my face right now!

Joey called last night. He made my day! I was feeling all lonely and we talked for a bit and life was fabulous again! That and I accedently said the f-word! (Oops!) And he said that he'd never heard anyone say that word and make it sound sexy! AH! Thank you Joey! You're my hero! MAUH!

Save me from the dark stopped here at 2:21 p.m.

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