Please don't leave me!
Hearing: "Anytime"; Brian McKnightWearing: same
Feeling like: Do I ever cross your mind?
Monday, Feb. 24, 2003
I wonder if I walked into the middle of the music building and screamed if anyone would notice. That's stupid, they would notice. But would they care? Would Dec. come running out of his office and wonder what was wrong with me or would he just pull the door shut? A lot of the time I just want to fall to the floor and cry. I want to cry for all the things that I haven't cried for. I am so sick of being the strong one. When tradgedy strikes I hide how I'm really feeling and make myslef be there for everybody else. I AM SO SICK OF IT!