Please don't leave me!
Hearing: ClothesWearing: Bookends
Feeling like: Common sense knows that you're not good enough for me.
Friday, Dec. 03, 2004
I'm really finding it hard to find a reason to keep going. I feel fine, but it's not enough and I know it's only because of the medication. Would things really be better for everyone else if I wasn't here? Where did I go wrong? Really, what did I mess up? I keep thinking maybe I could have done something different. But I can't find anything. Maybe if I would have treated him differently. Maybe I was too much, I could have backed off. I probably should have. What did I do wrong? Please, tell me? I just don't see a point if I'm not doing anybody any good.