mind the gap

Please don't leave me!

Hearing: "Here without You"; Three Doors Down
Wearing: Jammies
Feeling like: I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams

Tuesday, Jan. 14, 2003

It is the curiosity of wanting to know who will love me? Who will have me?

All of a sudden I am afraid to talk to men. I am afraid that if I even say hello to them they will think that I am trying to hook up with them, but the only person I want to be with is at home where I cannot be with him. But it is an endless cycle I see I like but I cannot have. It always happens like this.

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mind the gap