Please don't leave me! Hearing: The office soundsWearing: "Kiss My Tiara" Feeling like: This one's for all the suckers who still believe in love! Friday, Sept. 17, 2004 I have to go home this weekend, but I really don't want to. I have to do this huge project for work calling all the high schools in the SLV and SE Colorado.I have so much stress it's starting to affect me physically. I feel like I'm gaining weight, my female-ness is freaking out (if you know what I mean), my body just hurts all the time and I don't know what to do to make it better. I've been writing so much lately in my paper journal that I feel like I've purged everthing I can into that. I want to stay here but I don't want Will to be around because I can't handle it. God, I'm so messed up right now! |