Please don't leave me! Hearing:Wearing: Feeling like: Wednesday, May. 11, 2005 This is my not getting sucked into the abyss for now entry.I hate my life. I hate that I don't have my two best girl friends anymore. I hate that we've tried to make things "cool" between us a million times but it never works. I hate that Will thinks I'm not over him when all I want is to go back in time to when I didn't know him. I wish that Michael was here so that I could cry and he would hold me and kiss me and things would be okay for a few minutes. I wish I had the guts to kill myself. |